be grateful for everything~

last night seriously i realized something,, (nk sentimental sket,buleyy?) masa tu sorang2 kat atas bus AB menatap waktu malam (ceyyy~) di sebelah sorg kakak indian neh... wahh,, saya memang sangat malang...bila time saya trauma dekat indians, series sy duduk kt atas bus sebelah indians...bila kakak indian 2 turon kt klang,, naek pulak lelaki indian duduk sebelah saya...apakah?? im not giving any statement yg berbau racist,, tp due some veghi2 scary-traumatic incident happened the night before,, series saya jadi trauma...tp really i try my hard nk overcome this feelings.. come on laa,, saya super-fuzzy-fadzliyah (i repeat, fuZZy fadzliyah not fuSSy fadzliyah)...tp las2 saya naek taxi sorg2 jugak..pakcik taxi nih sgtlaa baekk,, dia ckp sopan jee,, tp act sy bkn nk crita psal dia pon sbnrnya...



actually,, im grateful to have my friends all around me...it doesn't matter,, kawan baru ke,, kawan lama ke,, kawan lama tapi baru berkawan ke,, kawan baru tapi dh lama berkawan ke,,bla3...tp series this group of ppl do play a big role in my life..rsanya kawan2 jgk yg buat sy selesa for being single...i mean certain ppl do think their life as pathetic bla dorg single,, for me adalaa kekurangan dia,, but still i do enjoy my life (a lot!) because of my friends...and i guess i do learn smtg frm them,,hmm~



#mak-napa saya letak mak saya dlm list kawan2??sbb my mom my bestfriend..siries i cant survive w/out calling her even for a day...hari2 saya kol mak saya..biarlaa org cakap saya anak manja pon,, tp frankly speaking,, saya bukan anak manja mak saya,,kalo saya nk smtg baek sy mntk kt abah saya,,lg cepat dpt.. i told u,, my mom my bestfren..so sy akan kol n citer sume bnda kt mak saya,, sy g nonton wayang ke psal crush sy ke...tp i dunno y, lately kalo bab crush segan dh nk citer kt mak sy,, sbb mak slalu ckp..."XPYH KAPEL laa" hee~



#aminah- of cos i learn soo much from her (influenced actually~) sebab saya sudah lama kawan sama dia...since dari asma lg... tp lately, sy sgt terharu time dia kol sy time dia bru smpyy dr kemboja..iskk2,,sy sgt terharu! tp from aminah,, i noe smtg,, tak salah kalo sometimes kta jd org yg betul2 hold to our prinsip... even nmpk keras kepala and complicated mcm mna pon,, but still mmg xsalah...and series kta akan nmpk mcm org yg very indipendent (btoyy x spelling??rsa smtg wrong jahh~) and strong... n i noe,, aminah mcm tu sbb life experience dia..but still up until today, saya sangat salute sama dia!


# ayu n roneza- 'happiness is something you enjoy not create'... both of them really make me understand this phrase so much... life is not something that you should keep on complaining,, but sometimes those imperfectness can be turned into happiness if you see it on the positive side... cut it short, jz be grateful to your life and you're going to be happy...yess,, just be grateful...and you'll be paid,, on your own way...

# shiela- saya sgt2 kagum dgn shiela.. even saya baru je kenal shiela tp we get along together well... for me, shiela is such a strong girl... dia boleh citer pasal arwah mak dia dengan penuh bahagia...series,, at the first place,, saya memang takut nak tanya pasal mak dia, tapi lately saya discover, dia tak penah rasa sedih pon bile citer pasal mak dia,, happy jerr... bila tengok shiela,, saya tringat one thing yg Teacher Rozana penah mentioned,, when a person we loved so much leave this world,, just make sure he/she never leave our heart~ rite??

# akhtar - this guy really proved to me that 'usaha tangga kejayaan'...ceyywah~ nak tawu nape?? haha,, sebab saya tahu dia sgt struggle untk success dlm spm.. series i saw him worked so hard every single day (walaupun sy hari2 kacau dia stdy, hee~)..dia sgt terer add maths..yahh,, dia prof addmaths dlm klas sy dulu... tp yang slalu kantoikan akhtar is other subjek laa esp english..haha,, every good deeds will be paid, remember?? haha,, he's currently in Mesir rite now,, doing medic...nice rite??haha,, congratz Akhtar and keep on the burning spirit,, yeahhh! haha,, kt MSU ni pon i ada kenal sorg with those burning spirit that really inspired me..haha,, kantoi laa saya selalu mengushaa dia...ngeh3,, tp tapa,, niat tu baekk..haha! i jz want to acknowledge him as 'Mr-Semua-Orang-Sama-je' (winx!)..dia pon dpt results yang agk gempak jgk..congratz neh~ so this sem i really have to put some effort, really!

i just mentioned a few names... there's so many of them but this post dah jadi sgt panjang...saya x suka tules blog panjang2,, and this post dh jadi overly 'rojak'...aiyyaa~
i strictly want to state here that i value friendship more than anything else,,no joke!
hee,, untuk semua yang terasa dia kawan saya,, even how bad that sometimes i treated you, or even how not nice you guys treated me,, seriesly,, i love you~
mwaaahhhhhhhhhhxxxxxxxxx!!!!!


ms bebel-mouth said: jiwang laa pulak arini~

haha,, oklaa...
i think that's all for now..
luv u all,,
mwahhhxx!