mengubahala..

tajuk post sgt tiada kena mengenanya dgn entry post saya pada hari yg indah serta permai ini.(busan sbnrnya)





sebenarnya,sukacita ingin saya maklumkan kepada rakan rakan yg sangat saya cintai serta kasihi bahawasanya dengan perkenan mohor raja raja bla3,,ohh,flight sy ke India dipostpone jahh.haha,frm 2nd Oct to 7th Oct.perasaan sy?feelingless.
sebabnya ialah terdapat pelbagai pros and consnya.


the angelic pros:
**saya dapat beraya dgn sakannyaa!so sy takyah bimbang tak dpt p beraya rumah Tc Noni and Cikgu Ruzaini.ahaha!

**sy jgk maseh sempat bersopping2 sbb token drpd incik Mara hanya akan diberi semasa orientasi.

**sy maseh lg sempat nk buat semua benda dlm my pre-departure wishlist.(ehem2)

**afta Orientasi sy maseh lg boleh pulang ke istana kesayangan sy nih.

**and so on and so forth.


and the develish cons:
**Abah sudah berkira-kira mcm mana mau anta sy kat airpot sdgkan Salwa dh stat PMR beliau

**sy tak kan dapat ganti camera Abah yg sy rusakkan akibat terhangguk2 semasa Island Hopping di Langkawi baru2 ini.(huehhh~)

**semakin lama lah waktu sy duduk bersahaja dirumah.(ini x kesah sgt pon)

**kalu Abah x bley anta,nmpk gaya sy kna bergerak sniri la ke Airpot. (Abah kata nk bye2 sy kt Airpot Sultan Abdul Halim jahh.apakah?)

**uishhh,sgt byk cons nya ya disini kalo Abah x ley g anta.sobs.

###tp,kalo Abah x ley anta g KLIA pon tak pa kott.sbb....SY BUDAK KUAT!!!yayyyy~

so kita tggu dan lihat apakah naseb budak kuat bernama Fadzliyah ini.yeehaaaa!!=))


ok2,enuff with me.


to zue: selamat fly ke Czech dis 17th Sept.ahhaa,itsokeh,dh 18taon ko beraya kt Malaysia,rasala beraya kt tempat laen plak..busan la asekk raya kt malaysia jahh.. *wink*

to putry dan mereka2 yg bakal berangkat ke Poland: hopefully anda2 sempat beraya di Malaysia untk kali ke-19!!mwahhx!

dts all i think,
thx!

ms bebel-mouth said: sy dh berjaya delete dh...agaknya!ngee~mwahhhx!

.hemo.fadzliyah.hemo.

it's been a while since i hit this page.
ahha,tonite i just cant sleep,
stupy2 things keep dancing waltz-fully on my mind.
sigh.i've made up my mind.i've made up my mind.
i keep and keep and keep on reminding myself..sigh,
and the results?
here i am,writing on dis blog at 3:o4 in the morning,,waiting for Mak to wake up to prepare sahur becoz i really need to talk to her,but i jz cant rock her up frm bed!
sigh.

and my problem is,,i wud call dis Pre-Departure-Syndrom.
the symptoms:

#feel like leleh2 thinking about d future.
#rasa sebak bila tgk adek yg even selama ni rsa nk baleng ja dia, tido dgn nyenyaknya
#rasa nk marah sume org yg keeps on asking, "bila nk fly?","nnt stdy kt mna","india?kat mana tuh?"..huehh!huehhh!
#tba2 tertanya2 balek,"m i doing d rite decision?"
#rasa emo2 bila ppl keeps on repeating betapa tipisnya peluang untk Dr2 pompuan ni berkahwen.(apakah?maaf..sy sniri pon tak faham)
#tertanya2,boley kah kalo nak gayut dgn mak every nite mcm selalu?
#tertanya2 lg,,boleyy k aku survive nnt kt sna? i mean bila kt sna i m alone,n i hv to do things on my own.really on my own.
#rasa sebak tiba2 lg
#rasa nak nangeh tiba2 lg
#rasa nk makan sume bnda yg ada depan mata.abes rusak plan diet n once again ppl keeps on repeating hw BIG u r.huehhh lg~
#habes sume mslh yg x brapa nk perlu dimasalahkan pon timbul di kepala.
#sigh sigh sigh

gamaknya ala2 mcm h1n1 plak syndrom nih.ahaha,i really really cant sleep rite now.i need to wait for Mak to wake up..*Makkk,cepatlaaaaaaa~*
rasanya bak kata A'in,akibat kurang bersosial la nih.tu yg selalu pk bnda2 mngarut nih..sigh..i dunno,myb rite myb not..(sosial ni dlm terms general,which means bergaul.sila jgn ssalah faham dgn istilah 'sosial' yg digunapakai di maktab ya kawan kawan~)

but one thing i do sure about myself is,,i do proud with my Dasar Pandang ke Timur.and m glad to be friended with the person who introduced me and convincing me to the dasar.mwahhhx!

*%#tick tock tick tock, lock the petty block,i've been mocked,but m still rock!=)

ms bebel-mouth said: US and the dasar keterbukaan.

siti situ sana sini

maaf.sy tersgt2 laa rushing skrg.my world is turning upside down.huehh!
tp sgt2 rendu mau meng-update blog.kdg2 terasa byk sgt story di kepala,, tp kurang menyempat.ok.when everything dh cool sket,ai update nehh and membaca blog rakan2 juga..
ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF!

p/s : puasa oh puasa.


dts all for now,
thx!


ms bebel-mouth said: suka pesanan Dr Rahah.=P