.hemo.fadzliyah.hemo.

it's been a while since i hit this page.
ahha,tonite i just cant sleep,
stupy2 things keep dancing waltz-fully on my mind.
sigh.i've made up my mind.i've made up my mind.
i keep and keep and keep on reminding myself..sigh,
and the results?
here i am,writing on dis blog at 3:o4 in the morning,,waiting for Mak to wake up to prepare sahur becoz i really need to talk to her,but i jz cant rock her up frm bed!
sigh.

and my problem is,,i wud call dis Pre-Departure-Syndrom.
the symptoms:

#feel like leleh2 thinking about d future.
#rasa sebak bila tgk adek yg even selama ni rsa nk baleng ja dia, tido dgn nyenyaknya
#rasa nk marah sume org yg keeps on asking, "bila nk fly?","nnt stdy kt mna","india?kat mana tuh?"..huehh!huehhh!
#tba2 tertanya2 balek,"m i doing d rite decision?"
#rasa emo2 bila ppl keeps on repeating betapa tipisnya peluang untk Dr2 pompuan ni berkahwen.(apakah?maaf..sy sniri pon tak faham)
#tertanya2,boley kah kalo nak gayut dgn mak every nite mcm selalu?
#tertanya2 lg,,boleyy k aku survive nnt kt sna? i mean bila kt sna i m alone,n i hv to do things on my own.really on my own.
#rasa sebak tiba2 lg
#rasa nak nangeh tiba2 lg
#rasa nk makan sume bnda yg ada depan mata.abes rusak plan diet n once again ppl keeps on repeating hw BIG u r.huehhh lg~
#habes sume mslh yg x brapa nk perlu dimasalahkan pon timbul di kepala.
#sigh sigh sigh

gamaknya ala2 mcm h1n1 plak syndrom nih.ahaha,i really really cant sleep rite now.i need to wait for Mak to wake up..*Makkk,cepatlaaaaaaa~*
rasanya bak kata A'in,akibat kurang bersosial la nih.tu yg selalu pk bnda2 mngarut nih..sigh..i dunno,myb rite myb not..(sosial ni dlm terms general,which means bergaul.sila jgn ssalah faham dgn istilah 'sosial' yg digunapakai di maktab ya kawan kawan~)

but one thing i do sure about myself is,,i do proud with my Dasar Pandang ke Timur.and m glad to be friended with the person who introduced me and convincing me to the dasar.mwahhhx!

*%#tick tock tick tock, lock the petty block,i've been mocked,but m still rock!=)

ms bebel-mouth said: US and the dasar keterbukaan.