i miss blogging like hewl!

long time no post.
been busy with final lately.
so x menyempat nak update blog.
haha,im spending my last days in shh alam,,
lusa suda mau pulang k as,,
wuyeahhh!
tp 19th june kena mai balekk,,
entrance xm sma intbiu laa kununss,,
nnt 29hb kena mai balek jugakk,,
amek results laa kunungg,,
ni ai xsuka psayy MSU nih,,
sponsor duet flight laa,,
sila.sila.

alrite.going to miss everybody here damn much!
nnt ai balek rumah ai wt post tribute to MSU ppl,,
haha,,
skrg tamau lg,,
penin kepala snd konpius,,
(i givup baru u tau!),,
alrite,,, smpyy d sni sudeyy,,
(kepunan ilg sudeyy),,
zai jian~

dts all,,
thx,,
mwahhhx!



ms bebel-mouth said: ntahlaa ai x paham~

a letter to ****...

dear abe,,

it's been for awhile (long 'while') i mean since we were in touch with one another...
i just don't know what went wrong between us,, between all of us i mean...
we used to share same laughs,,same gossips,,same 'making-faces' scenes, same 'ejek-ejek'-ppl-time,,but nowadays,, it seems that they're never exist...
what's wrong...
sometimes,, all of us think that it's kinda pathetic going around tracking you,,
try to keep in touch with u,, keep asking one another where have you been,,bla3,, but perhaps it just us..not you right??
what went wrong??
before school ends,, we just don't say bye-bye in a proper way..bt does it mean,, there'll never be any proper hye-hye after that??
what is actually goes wrong??
i managed to get your phone num,, everybody did too but after gallons of text msg sent,, tons of phone calls made,, all of us end up broken-hearted...is that fair??
i just cant figure out what is this all about...
are you trying to avoid us??what's wrong..to be frank,,all of us started to feel tired though,, feel sick at the same time...

dear our beloved ex-fren,,if this is what you wished for,, then of course,, it is our great honour to grant it...till we meet again (or not!),,
lots of hugs and kisses for our memories back then,,
thank you.

Yours faithfully,
-us-



ms bebel-mouth said: blog-mail~

dear AYU, with love....

ayu,,happy 19th bday,,
and welcome to my cycle!!
love you soooo much and thx for calling this morning,,
mish gayut-ing with u like hewl!
haha,,these are the beday wishes that i made for you (5 minutes ago, i guess~)

#hopefully,, apa2 stupid curse that fell on your head will be distinguished immediately..phuhhh! (aku dh bomohkan dh~)LOL!
#ank berjaya jumpa somebody special yang sgt sopan santun and xtarek tudong ank mcm org gila!
#ank berjaya kontek abe-yg-sgt-membencikan-dan-nk-kawen-ngn-matsalleh-itu! haha,,aku tau ank dh ondway mengekol jejaka itu...i pray for the best!
#i wish that ank always stay happy as you always are..haha,,ank la wanita yg aku knayy yg selalunya cool jaa,, jarang nak bbay2~hee
#hope the three of us can finally date sama2!! (busanlaa slalunya termiss sorg~)
#always be happy with your family~
#haha,, dpt accomplished-kan misi ank nak kawen awal dr aku ngn minah!(kalo aku abeh stdy ank dok tercari2 lg,,ttau aa nk kata pa~)hee~
#hope you found your 'kesedaran-nak-stdy-awal-before-xm' tu ASAP!!adeyyla~
#i wish that our frenship will remain young! forever~
#jangan lemas2 dh bila swimming...so that ank dpt grad dr klas swimming 4.0-ly~ jia you!


haha,, enuff already... no more ramblings..haha,, so ayu,, once again,, happy 19th beday and semoga panjang umor and murah rezki...thx for being such a sweet fren time aku menggila ka,, nangeh tersebik2 ka,,ngejek2 ank ka,, takowt ngn minah ka, bla3...
haha..
LOVE U!!MWAHHHHXXX~



okeyh,,dts all for now,,
thx!


ms bebel-mouth said: kimi ga inakute sabishi!hee~

aster.philic day

yayy!today got genetics and english paper,,
meaning the last papers for midsem!
it supposed to be a cheery-meery evening,,
but unfortunately,, it does not turn out that way...
first,, aton is sooo demam that she become sooooo lembik and keeps on muntah2,,
series dia dh jd sgt lembik,, and she keeps on crying and sobbing(i dunno why),,
tp at last, this night her mom come to fetch her from ipoh,, lucky aa??

then, time abeh xm td balek naek rapid sbb malas tggu uncle yg sgt lambat,,
smpyy kt dpn caltex 2,, shiela plak terduduk x mampu berjalan,,
terkejut jgk sy,,apakah?
rupa-rupanya saudari shiela jd selembik itu sbb dia derma darah! apakah??
hairan sy,,macam mana dokter bley bg mnusia SEBESAR shiela tu derma darah,,
kaloo sekecik sy nih tapalaa jgk,, tidak paham sy,,adeyy... so sy dan beberapa rakan tlg laa pimpin shiela yg lembik bak kaen burok,, but still 'ketegaq' tu smpy tgga E..ngee~

pehtu,,lps nabila smpyy kt mais,, sy, nabila dan saudari zue g laa berjalan k dpn mcD unt tahan taxi..then ada sorg aunty chinese yg bwk taxi nih stop kt dpn ktorg,,
dia mntk rm10 nk g ss17!apakah?! as usual,, sy yg ska fight ngn pakcik2 taxi psayy hrga ni ckplaa nk rm6 jee...pehtu aunty tu suruh jgk naek,, rm8 dia bg,,zue ckp tapa,, ktorg carik taxi laen,, aunty tu paksa jgk naek taxi dia (stress sggh sy~),, n final sy kta rm7,, pehtu ktorg yg maleh bertekak ni naeklaa taxi tu..series makcik tu scary!weh,,adaka patot msa dia pusing,pintu taxi terbukak!diulang,, TERBUKAK! mak ai,, naseblaa tdak moto kt blkg..kalo x,, x smpt kawengg la ai..ceytte! aunty nih bwk sgt laa laju,,tp scary gk taxi dia sbb x ikot rules.dia pon xpkayy uniform..xsuka!enough wif that scary aunty~

smpy jee kt stesenn bus,, sy pon bergegas laa g kaunter trans..tnya akak tu nk tukar tket..n to my disappointment, akak tu ckp kt stu xbley tukar tket.. sb sy maleh nk tnya byk,, sy pon ckp xpelaa n terus mengekol abah..abah kata, "tok soh laa beli teket baru,sabar laa sat"....oleh sbb sy anak yg taat,, sy pon dgrlaa ckp abah..sekali,,bla nbila g mntk tukar,, akak tu bg bley x?!geramm sy..mayb arini muka sy bkn muka rezki kot...its okay~ sy dh givup on trying to change d ticket so kami bertiga balekk k mais without me changing my ticket..kn sy anak taat??hee~

naekk je rumah,, 'aisyah biase' announce dh nk stat GC...ceytte!sy lteyy tp apa bley buat,, esk pcik mara nk mai tgk...mna la tawu kot2 ada bakal bapak/mak mentua k..kalo umh semak,, x ke naya...n lbey2 lg ni mggu xm,, ofkozlaa umh sy nih super super semak!hee,,km2 nih menvakuum la satu rumah...lteyy tau dak,,lteyh! tp tapa,,pcik mara punya psayy...kami akur~
n finally near 10pm,, umh dh sgt santekk,,karpet pon dh sgt sedap dipijakk,,kami pon sgt seronok~ (adoyaii,,ayat apakah ini??)

so konklusinya ialah,,arini sy mmg x bermuka rezki n sy x qadha lg tdow sy,,on9 smpyy skrg..hee

oklaa,,
dts all,,
thx!

ms bebel-mouth said: im alive!

EARTH HOUR~

hmmm,,
this time around I dont feel like babbling too much,,
tired-mired sbb the whole day of overly-talking,,
I just feel like sharing some pics that I snapped for the Earth hour,,
we dont have so much fun because there's only four of us,,
but still we do enjoy ourselves,,
it's nice actually, to sit in total darkness,,
peaceful~
no babbling rite??
haha,,

ms bebel-mouth said: love the earth.save the earth.live the earth.

okeyh,, dts all,,

thx!

zai qian~

huu,,
malam ni sy dh kna balek shah alam,,
dan sy xtahu sy penin ape tahh time tu,,
saya suruh ayh saya bli tiket trans,,
which means pukul 10++,,
awalnya!!
wuaaa,, kalo saya smpyy awal dkt shh alam,,
and tdak taxi time 2,, lagi aa naya!!
wuaaa!!saya balek sgtlaa sekejap,,
baru pagi kelmarin saya smpayy rumah,,
mlm nih dh nk berangkat,,
apakah??

ohh,, saya balek sbb nk tolong adek saya isi borang,,
bukan borang kawen,, no no no~ (dia mna bley lgkh bendoyy!hee~)
semalam sampai pukul 3pg saya dan dia mengisi borang,,
unikl,, repair UPU,, maktab and the list goes on,,
adeyy,, kenapa smpyy pkol 3 pg?? sebab dia pegi kerja and blek pkol 2 pg,,
so, sy kena laa tunggu dia sambeyy berpoya-poya,,ngeh3,,

aduss,, banyak sebenarnya bnda terrifying yg menunngu sy di shah alam sana,,
*kuiz genetics
*rxn alkene (sy xbca lg)
*assgmnt islamic studies
*bnda-alah-projek-kimia
*wuaaa!apakah-apakah-apakah!

oklahh,, im trying to break a record down here,,
study kt rumah! (REALLY?)
saya terpaksa,terpaksa dan terpaksa!
plus,, im putting some extra effort this time, remember??


okeyh,, dts all i think,,
thx!



ms bebel-mouth said: tunggu *tuuttt* jatoww dari langit sudeyy~

be grateful for everything~

last night seriously i realized something,, (nk sentimental sket,buleyy?) masa tu sorang2 kat atas bus AB menatap waktu malam (ceyyy~) di sebelah sorg kakak indian neh... wahh,, saya memang sangat malang...bila time saya trauma dekat indians, series sy duduk kt atas bus sebelah indians...bila kakak indian 2 turon kt klang,, naek pulak lelaki indian duduk sebelah saya...apakah?? im not giving any statement yg berbau racist,, tp due some veghi2 scary-traumatic incident happened the night before,, series saya jadi trauma...tp really i try my hard nk overcome this feelings.. come on laa,, saya super-fuzzy-fadzliyah (i repeat, fuZZy fadzliyah not fuSSy fadzliyah)...tp las2 saya naek taxi sorg2 jugak..pakcik taxi nih sgtlaa baekk,, dia ckp sopan jee,, tp act sy bkn nk crita psal dia pon sbnrnya...



actually,, im grateful to have my friends all around me...it doesn't matter,, kawan baru ke,, kawan lama ke,, kawan lama tapi baru berkawan ke,, kawan baru tapi dh lama berkawan ke,,bla3...tp series this group of ppl do play a big role in my life..rsanya kawan2 jgk yg buat sy selesa for being single...i mean certain ppl do think their life as pathetic bla dorg single,, for me adalaa kekurangan dia,, but still i do enjoy my life (a lot!) because of my friends...and i guess i do learn smtg frm them,,hmm~



#mak-napa saya letak mak saya dlm list kawan2??sbb my mom my bestfriend..siries i cant survive w/out calling her even for a day...hari2 saya kol mak saya..biarlaa org cakap saya anak manja pon,, tp frankly speaking,, saya bukan anak manja mak saya,,kalo saya nk smtg baek sy mntk kt abah saya,,lg cepat dpt.. i told u,, my mom my bestfren..so sy akan kol n citer sume bnda kt mak saya,, sy g nonton wayang ke psal crush sy ke...tp i dunno y, lately kalo bab crush segan dh nk citer kt mak sy,, sbb mak slalu ckp..."XPYH KAPEL laa" hee~



#aminah- of cos i learn soo much from her (influenced actually~) sebab saya sudah lama kawan sama dia...since dari asma lg... tp lately, sy sgt terharu time dia kol sy time dia bru smpyy dr kemboja..iskk2,,sy sgt terharu! tp from aminah,, i noe smtg,, tak salah kalo sometimes kta jd org yg betul2 hold to our prinsip... even nmpk keras kepala and complicated mcm mna pon,, but still mmg xsalah...and series kta akan nmpk mcm org yg very indipendent (btoyy x spelling??rsa smtg wrong jahh~) and strong... n i noe,, aminah mcm tu sbb life experience dia..but still up until today, saya sangat salute sama dia!


# ayu n roneza- 'happiness is something you enjoy not create'... both of them really make me understand this phrase so much... life is not something that you should keep on complaining,, but sometimes those imperfectness can be turned into happiness if you see it on the positive side... cut it short, jz be grateful to your life and you're going to be happy...yess,, just be grateful...and you'll be paid,, on your own way...

# shiela- saya sgt2 kagum dgn shiela.. even saya baru je kenal shiela tp we get along together well... for me, shiela is such a strong girl... dia boleh citer pasal arwah mak dia dengan penuh bahagia...series,, at the first place,, saya memang takut nak tanya pasal mak dia, tapi lately saya discover, dia tak penah rasa sedih pon bile citer pasal mak dia,, happy jerr... bila tengok shiela,, saya tringat one thing yg Teacher Rozana penah mentioned,, when a person we loved so much leave this world,, just make sure he/she never leave our heart~ rite??

# akhtar - this guy really proved to me that 'usaha tangga kejayaan'...ceyywah~ nak tawu nape?? haha,, sebab saya tahu dia sgt struggle untk success dlm spm.. series i saw him worked so hard every single day (walaupun sy hari2 kacau dia stdy, hee~)..dia sgt terer add maths..yahh,, dia prof addmaths dlm klas sy dulu... tp yang slalu kantoikan akhtar is other subjek laa esp english..haha,, every good deeds will be paid, remember?? haha,, he's currently in Mesir rite now,, doing medic...nice rite??haha,, congratz Akhtar and keep on the burning spirit,, yeahhh! haha,, kt MSU ni pon i ada kenal sorg with those burning spirit that really inspired me..haha,, kantoi laa saya selalu mengushaa dia...ngeh3,, tp tapa,, niat tu baekk..haha! i jz want to acknowledge him as 'Mr-Semua-Orang-Sama-je' (winx!)..dia pon dpt results yang agk gempak jgk..congratz neh~ so this sem i really have to put some effort, really!

i just mentioned a few names... there's so many of them but this post dah jadi sgt panjang...saya x suka tules blog panjang2,, and this post dh jadi overly 'rojak'...aiyyaa~
i strictly want to state here that i value friendship more than anything else,,no joke!
hee,, untuk semua yang terasa dia kawan saya,, even how bad that sometimes i treated you, or even how not nice you guys treated me,, seriesly,, i love you~
mwaaahhhhhhhhhhxxxxxxxxx!!!!!


ms bebel-mouth said: jiwang laa pulak arini~

haha,, oklaa...
i think that's all for now..
luv u all,,
mwahhhxx!

academic excellent award

haha,, MSU Academic Excellent Award....

excellent sgt kah?? others YES!,, but me................hmm,, buleyy laa~

the ceremony start around pukul 2.30ptg,, tp Datuk presiden 2 smpyy pkoyy 3.30ptg.. biasa lah,, sumua VIP begitu kan??

yayahh,, dpt laa sekeping sijil dan sekeping kupon cd gambar yang perlu kami semua kena tuntot minggu hadapan... tp sijil kurang santekk,, x sebesh sijil anugerah pengetua dulu (even sijil tu pon xdelaa santekk sgt) tp yg ni lg kurang santekk... tp tapalaa,, tak kesah pon sebenarnya...

yang penting dapat mencapub kt atas pentas.. jadiklaa~

emm,, sempat juga men'snap beberapa ngn husmet2 terchentaa,, walaupun mereka agak membuli saya tadi dan memang nak tdow kt luar mlm nih,, tapi xpe,, sy kn budak baekk.. (putri,aishah,atun,nabila n BAYT!-naseb baik saya ini baik hati tahu!)...gerammm~

here is some piece of the pics~

okeyh..dts all,,

thx!

ms bebel-mouth said: baju bertuah sy~

CAKE-EATING-MONSTER

presenting,,




JENG JEJENGGGGGGGGG~

the CAKE-EATING MONSTER!!!!

Reason why this particular nice, warm young lady turns into scary monster

# Just yerterday itself, she had eaten 1 cupcake + 1 big slice of creamy-chocolatey choc cake

+ 2 slices of double-creamy blackforest cake..

Reasons why she had digest that much of cakes

# terjumpak satu cupcake yg ada gmba kereta lembu atuk

#bday husmet dia,, (ada 2 bjik kek kot~)

Konklusinya,, this lady felt soo bersalah that on particular night dia tido pkol 4 pg..why? kunun2nya nk bg those cakes well-digested~ ( are there such thing?) wonder~

anyway,, on this day Miss Cake-Eating-Monster would like to wish HAPPY 19th BEDAY to my lovely,stunning hausemate,, Nik Tik Hajar Aishah Ismail...May the force will always be with you,, and lead a full, happy life,,ever!

To atun dearie,, HAPPY BELATED BEDAY to Nur Shazatun Mohd Nor...Hopefully all your 'masalah rumahtangga' will settle down...hee,, (kalo dh jodoh tu aton,,wttodo~)

i think thats all for now,,

thx!

ms bebel-mouth said: farking fat!

SOUVENIR from Russia~

hi,,

ini tag dari neza,,
sorry byk2 neza sbb skrg bru boley reply souvenir anda...
this tag wants us to describe 10 facts about ourselves...
i jz figured out this ten-ty facts bout me,,
hee~



1. Nama saya Fadzliyah Mohd Rafidi... Age 19...n saya anak mak dgn abah saya~hee

2. Saya suka makan pasembor padang kota...hehe,, mau kawen dgn org Penang boley?? (siapakah?)hee~

3. Ohh,, saya juga sgt suka berposing.. Saya jd begini sbb pengaruh seorang makcik yang bernama Aminah yang saya kenal suatu ketika dahulu... rasanya makcik tersebut seorang hantu kamera,,benarkah? ngeh3~

4. Yahh,, i'm a lone ranger. dikalahkan oleh adek2 ku (apakah??)...tp ada seorang nenek kebayan yang juga saya kenal suatu ketika dahulu pernah berkata, " apalah yng mnarek dgn kapel??wt saket pala jahh~".. Betulkah nek?? saya pon x tahu sbb sy mmg tidak berani murka dgn arahan nenek ... atau adakah nenek dh men'cursed' sy?? tidak tahulah~

5. Mmm,, sy sdg berusaha mematangkan diri sy dgn jayanya. yayah,, usaha sy nmpknya ada a bit progression... sb?? hee,, sy sdh boley mencontrol 'ketawa antu' sy yg menakutkan itu... mak sy musti sgt bangga...tp,, semalam apabila sy bertemu dgn nenek ayu,, tiba-tiba penyakit sy tu bertandamg kembali...adeyh,, susah2 i kontrol.. Ayu, ank aa neh~
tapa2,, usaha tangga kejayaan...

6. Sy rasa sgt bahagia bila sy sampai di dpn pintu G 1317, tiada sepasang kasut atau selepar pon yg mencapub di situ... semuanya tersusun dgn sgt santekk nya kt atas rak.. suka2~

7. Hee,, sy suka bila dpt tengok 'atuk kulum senyum' dan 'kereta lembu' nya... *winx*!

8. sy sgt tidak suka bau susu tepung! adeyyla~

9. sy sgt suka balek ke rumah~

10. aa?? *speecless sudeyy*~

i dont feel like tagging someone else,, so never mind....

okeyh,, wish myself a whole new spirit for sem 3,,

jia you!

hee,,

dts all,,

thx!

ms bebel-mouth says: im looking forward to visit kms tomorrow!

akibat cuti xsma ngn org II

hmm,,
this 2-3 days,,
i jz spend my time doing un-*something* stuff,,
youtube-ing,,mysoju-ing,,facebook-ing,,fs-ing,,ym-ing (ym pn ngan kwn2 msu jelaa~),,
n d list goes on,,
tp td,, time belek2 a fren pnya page fs,, i found this!

jz one word:
SMILE!


i feel like telling a story,,
but believe me,, im such a *marvelous* story-teller (dts wt a fren said),,
but certainly not a story-writer,, anyway,, these are some facts about *smile* that i found
while surfing (on the net,ofkoz) jz now....

# if you're not using your smile, you like a man with a million dollars in the bank with no check book~

# don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.. (dis one i kurg phm,,anyone?anyone?)

# a smile is a language that even a baby understands~ (inikan pula org tua,,adeyy~)

so,, smpyy sni jelaa,, taknak bg byk2,, x larat nk cari,,
hee,, so,, 2 my fellows out there,, jz smile,, xrugi pon,,
lg2 kalo senyum dkt sy,, sbb......ntah!haha
tp senyum jelaa!


dts all,,
thx!


ms bebel-mouth says: atas saranan seorang rakan unt 'polish'kn english, i've decided to write in fully eng,, tp cannot help it,, sbb rojak itu sodapp~ngee

akibat cuti x sama ngan org~

haha,,
inilah akibatnya kalo cuti xsama ngan kwn2 yg len,,
pekdahnya,,dok terperok kt rumah sorg2,,
on9,,buang msa dpn pc,,
but3...tgh dgn busannya sy tgk vc2 kt youtube,,tba2 tingat lagu nih,,
dgn pantasnya sy search lagu ini,,
mmglaa ada, sbb lgu ni mmg sgt feymes,,
satu ketika dlu,,n i bet skrg pon rmay jgk org yg tawu,,


guess what.................
it's BARNEY & FRIENDS' song-I luv U!
i luv this song so much,,
so much childhood memories in it,,
hee,,
i reminds me how me n my brother will sit in front of tv,,
n keep wondering hw that biggy-barney turns that tiny,,
n everytime barney and his human-friends together with his dino-sis n bro say gudbye,,
and they sing this song, we'll be crying like hell, (kids,ok??)
hee,,nway,,here's the vc,,
hope u njoy it,, nostalgia~



haha,,
dts all,,
thx!





ms bebel-mouth says: ngantoknya!!!

5hengget yg cinonett~

haha,,

dari manakah sy dpt rm5 yg cinonet ini??

thx 2 alwy anyway,,

gara-gara dia nk iron duet dia yg 'bkedut' sejuta 2,,

dgn penuh bangganya dia on iron 2 dgn level yg plg hot skali,,

pastu,,dgn penuh tragisnya,,

duet rm5 yg normal itu bertukar mnjadi kecik serupa itu,,

serius,, dis is d fes little rm5 i've ever seen,,

hee,,skrg sy dlm usaha unt memujuk beliau menyedekahkan duet tersebut kpd sy,,

hee,,cumeyl weh,,kalo ltk dlm album kn besh,,

biar duet malaysia jaa pon,,

haha,,

dear Alwy...

hopefully during this afta-spm break,,

u'll enjoy urself,,mengGEMOKkan diri yang sedia gemok,,

bkepit ngn mak puas2,,get dt sacred driving licence

n lastly,, a million-trillion gudLux 4 ur upcoming rSults!(haha)

dts all,,

thx!

ms bebel-mouth says: a woman w/o a man is like a fish w/o a bicycle...(aa??wteva~)

again, huhh??

haha,,,
i remember mNah's xpression last nite when i told her dt im starting my blog,,AGAIN!
n her expression was jz, "makesure this time dont stop tgh jln, ok??",,
haha,,LOL!....ayeaye cptain!

yeahh,,im starting my new blog,, n i wish dis time it's going to 'tahan lama' laa,,
haha,, im jz filling my 3 weeks hols doing *smtg*,,
dts all,,
wuraittt,, frens,,, do support me keyh,,
leave ur kumengs (plzz?) n njoy!
haha,,

wokeyh,, dts all,,
zai jian~


ms bebel-mouth says: " one door closed, 9 doors open!" (???)